Thursday, July 8, 2010


So it's been a long time since I've put any pictures on here, there's a reason for that..... I'm a little busy these days. Everyone has always told me that after they had their third child they could have had a dozen more, because the third was the back breaker. Not for me, with Zoe things seemed to just slide back to regular life, we came home from the hospital on a Sunday, Randy went back to work on Monday and life went on. After JD was born, I had total separation anxiety from Randy, in fact he took another day off because I wasn't ready for him to go back to work. My emotions were extremely crazy and all over the place and I stressed about him a lot. It almost felt like he was my first baby, it was crazy!! Things are finally starting to settle down now, for the most part, I definitely have my days where I don't know why I wanted all these kids, but then they go and say or do something to remind me why I wanted them. I love my children, and even though I know I have a lot of things to work on to be a better mom, I am grateful for my children. Hopefully soon I'll get a better handle on things and become more of the mother I want to be. Anyway, here are some pictures of JD, I have others I'm going to post of the goings-on around here for the past couple of months, but we'll save them for another post. I hope you enjoy these pictures as much as I do.

Gone too long

So it's now 12:46 AM on July 8th, and I wasn't really planning on writing a post, but here I am. I just want to let everyone who might possibly still read my blog that I am in fact still here. Things have just been a little off balance as you can imagine and blogging has taken a back seat. Hopefully though this is the beginning of a return! Things are going good for the most part, I still have days that aren't that great, but doesn't everybody? Well, I promise there will be more posts soon, and I have lots of pictures to share but right now JD is asleep in his crib (thanks to my wonderful husband) and I need to take advantage of this opportunity and get some sleep, so until later, bye!