Hiatus?

Wow, it's been quite a while since I've written a post, I'm awful. Hopefully I'll get better soon, at least when I do write it's always a long one, right? Things here are going well, we finally got our van take care of and it's legal!! Yeah, I don't have to worry about it anymore, it's such a nice feeling. The pregnancy is going well, I have an appointment in a month and then I start going every two weeks. I can't believe we're coming up to that already! I'm really excited to see what this little one will be like, I can't wait to see his little face. Hailey has been so cute with this pregnancy, she always gives my belly hugs and kisses, and says she's giving JD a hug. Today when I was finished with lunch she said, "Is JD full?" I told her JD doesn't get full, but I was. She is so funny! There are times where I look at my kids and I feel like I'm seeing them for the first time, and I can't quite comprehend that they're mine. It's so odd! There are other times where I look at them and they are so cute and innocent and I just want to hug them and keep them at this stage! Let them remain thinking that everything in the world is great! Of course, then there are the times where I'm ready to give them away the first chance I get, just kidding. I love them so much, and I'm so grateful that Heavenly Father prepared them for this day and time. That he saved the strong ones to deal with all that the world is going to throw at them. So many times I hear people say they don't want to have kids because they don't want to bring them into this world, sometimes I let that fear and worry consume me. But then I remember that they truly are prepared for all that they will face, and so am I. I am prepared to watch them struggle and strive to go through this life and deal with all the trials that will come at them. I was prepared to handle all that will come into our lives. That is such a comfort to know that Heavenly Father loves me and knows all that I go through and all that I feel. I am so grateful for that knowledge! Anyway, now that I've had my little spiritual rant session, I guess I'll just update a few things. Like I said, we're doing good, we were able to finally pay off all our credit card debt!! I am so glad to be done with all of that, it's such a sickening thing! Hailey is still loving school and she is doing pretty well, she's gotten in trouble a few times for not listening, but I'm hoping that overall she's doing good. Katie is wanting to be like her big sister, I can't wait until she starts preschool next year, she is going to love it! She'll get paper and a pencil and she'll draw and she says she's doing homework. She is such a silly goose! Zoe is growing so fast! She is going to be just as beautiful as her sisters. Zoe is quite a bit like Katie, she gets pretty set in her ways and wants thing done how she wants them done. She has been so much fun, I love her so much!! Well, that's that! We're doing great! Hopefully it won't take me as long this time to write a post, but until next time, enjoy life!!